W-inds.:You are W-inds. The popular group,
energetic and humorous! You are the Nice and
Unique kind, who is very adorable and very
special! NOW that's awsome! 'cause you know
that people around you think you are Special
and Lovable!

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haha...can imagine shuang han deciding never to visit my blog again...haha

Arrghhh....i've been very slack today...was online till 5am this morning so i woke up at 11am. Was abt to start work at 12pm when i chatted with my sis instead. We chatted till abt 1pm...den i felt like sleeping so i took a nap....until 3.30....oops. After lunch, i read my manga & listened to this Jacky Cheung CD that my mum bought ages ago. Then i went online at abt 5 & listened to various sad songs (everything juz sounded sad to me lah). And it's like 7.20 now...shit shit shit.....

I juz feel worried/sian/sad...must be menses coming soon...i know emotional problems can't be solved overnight but still...i can't help but worry.....haiz, i feel weighed down by her problems...After i know abt her problem, i dunno whether i can treat her the same as b4...it juz feels strange....ima dekiru koto wa kanojo no soba de iru (what i can do now is to be my her side), make her happy so she won't keep thinking of depressing stuff...Arghhh...was suppose to post my story on our KS forum but i feel really dumb & rotten to be thinking abt frivolous stuff now like my idols & daydreams...

Grrr....trying to numb myself by staying on the comp & playing spider solitaire....I suppose it doesn't solve any of the problems & my chem needs my attention urgently but...haiz....zhen1 de4 ti2 bu4 qi3 jing4 to study....not wif my fen's prob hanging over my head...arrgghhh

Oh FINE. i'll study acid equilibria after Singapore Idol. Gotta be strong right? For my fren, for myself & for Ryuichi & Sho....

"so good so shine so sweet so shine
itoshii namida ni deatta no wa
kokoro ga fureaeta yoru
kono yubi de sotto nuguitai yo (i wanna be baby)
kimi wo mamoritai
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When I encountered the beloved tears
it was the night when the two hearts were able to touch each other
I want to wipe them off with my fingers
I want to protect you

aishiteru...... aishiteru dake de wa (baby all my life)
tarinai kurai (let me feel so good) love you
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I love you..... Just by loving you
doesn't seem enough to love you

ano hoshi ga sora kara (heavenly your tears)
oritekita you na (heavenly for real)
kagayaki chiribamete hikaru yuki wa
miageru namida wo (believing your mind)
egao ni kaeru yo (believing you smile)
kimi dake wo (forever) miteru eien ni
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That star that seemed to have descended from the sky
The snow that shines and is inlayed with light
The tears that i see
will change into a smile
For eternity, I'll look at only you"

-------- w-inds. in 空から降りてきた白い星 (sora kara oritekita shiroi hoshi)

Super sweet song. Great song to listen to when u want to indulge in ur sadness....