Even though i'd finally landed the job that i'd wanted, i can't help but worry! Arrgghhhh Like, what am i getting myself into?!!! 12 hr days, days starting at 7am (hey that's worse than sch!), may get scolded by the director/cast, have to sign a contract for 5 mths.....ok call me commitment-phobic but anyway...

I straightened my thoughts in the toilet last night. Just yong2 gan3 de mian4 dui4 the job and absorb as much experience as possible. After all, it certainly brings me one step closer to my dream.

w-inds, Lead and Narimiya shall be my pillar of strength for the next 5 1/2 mths. After all they've started working their asses off since the ages of 14~17. Compared to them, i'm already considered late in starting my career. sou janai no?

Yosha! Come monday, there'll be no time for worrying cos it's time to open my eyes, my ears, my mouth (to ask qns lah, not to drool), my nose, my pores even....

Most importantly to keep an open heart and an open mind and embrace the exprience. Nian2 qing1 jiu4 shi4 ben3 qian2, deshou? But maybe i won't clean my ears that well cos i don't want to hear the director lecturing me too clearly...

Yes pple....the last party where i'm going to be free (haha sounds like i'm going for my hen party rite? ;P) will be the Christmas party at Shuang Han's house on saturday...

So let's PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!