As much as i dun like the pple, i respect their sense of professionalism. Like, i hardly see them go for breaks at all...(unlike me =P). I think that deserves my respect...and Edmund Chen who's always smiling no matter what the hour is...



But i still don't want to eat with them during dinner.

Pic of the day:

Suga Takamasa - Shuai!

Hmmm....in this pic he kinda fits the image of Sven from Black Cat, don't u tink?

Watched 'Dare Mo Shiranai' (Nobody Knows) on Christmas eve...it was ok...but it developed a taste for pre-pubescent boys in me thx to the 13-yr-old lead actor Yagira Yuya...shit......the lanky frame...the gangly limbs...shit some one shut me up.....the boy at the Western food stall at my workplace had better beware...

Movies Wishlist:

The Phantom of the Opera

Kung Fu Hustle

Last week i bought $50+ of Ryuichi pics & badges & wallet photos & A4-sized photos. Actually i tot of buying the w-inds. calendar but since i only like 1/3 of it and the pics of Ryuichi may not be nice either, i tot these pics would e my 2005 Ryuichi calendar then. Haha..it'll be called Ogata Ryuichi no Ironna Kao (Various faces of Ogata Ryuichi). Let's see, i haf pix of him dancing, rapping, acting cool, thinking, smiling, looking kiam pah, looking kakkoii, looking sexy, etc...

Yay! Happy! Found my love for Ryuichi again.. =D

heh heh juz had this tot that Ryuichi is more boyfriend material whereas Sho is more husband material...

Oh! Jan & Sara! Remind me to give u the photos from Mc's bdae the next time we meet!

Pic of the Day:

Ryuichi designing a t-shirt

I juz love it when pple look downwards! And also the serious expressions they have when they're concentrating on sth!

Sigh why do Malay pple keep having weddings at my block??? Tml's wedding is like the 3rd one this month (???!!!). My house smells of either fried chicken or cigarette smoke cos the pple are like cooking right underneath the room lah... Grrr...i hate sudden changes...

Listened to to w-inds. Prime of Life some time ago. I like their song "So what?" (which happens to be Ryohei's fave song). It's about this guy who's trying to convince this girl to be with him. The catch is that he is her best friend's ex-boyfriend. But the song after that is "Love is Message", which is a very lovey-dovey song. So weird...a serious, morally-questionable song followed by a sweet & fluffy song..

Oh well... juz tot the change in the mood of the songs was jarring...

Who cares abt the other 2 guys when Ryuichi's ard?

W-inds. (From left: Ryohei, Keita, Ryuichi)

so what?
by w-inds.
(lyrics in italics, translation in normal font)

arifureta koi no monogatari
A well-known love story
honki na hodo minori gatashi
It's as serious as it is hard to get ripen
ore no kako no koi ga omoni?
is my past love a burden?
...de, douyara "kimi machi"
and, it seems likely "you wait"

so what? ...ore no motokano wa
so what? ... even though my ex-girlfriend
so what? ...kimi no shinyuu datte
( so what?) ... is your close friend
so what? ...sonna no hyaku mo shouchi
so what? ... I'm well aware of that
demo sude ni owatta koto darou?
but it was over, right?
dakedo...
even so...

wanpi-su... ore datte kokoro ni
one piece... even in my heart
hikkakaru mon nai wake nai
it troubles me too of course
sono moraru that's right ...shouga nai
about that moral that's right.. there's nothing I could do
demo koi wo shita hi nya let me see! let me hear!
but other day I fell in love let me see! let me hear!
donna shigarami arou to hikasagarenai
no matter what kind of restraints upon me, I just can't withdraw
DNA yuzurenai mono shitteiru kara
I know things that can't be handed over by DNA
narifuri kamawatterarenai... moura!
I can't be bothered by the look... everything is included!

so what? baby, so what?
sou iu shikanai ti.amo-
There's nothing else but "te amo" (I love you)
suki de doushiyou mo nai yo senyori-ta baby, so what?
I love you and there's nothing I could do senyorita baby, so what?
kyou wa baby, kyou wa kimi wo saraitai
today, baby, today I want to touch you
saiaku no mukou he
To the other side of the worst
...kyou wa don't know so what?
... Today, I don't know, so what?

somo somo dame nara
If it's really bad in the first place
kono ore to naze ano yoru kisu shita?
then why did we kiss on that night?
sude ni kyouhan sa senshou doyoubi
as previous last Saturday's accomplishment
nakama uchi kara mou "oyobi"
there's been a "call" within friends
ikenai koto to jibun wo rissuru kara
because I judge things which are forbidden by my own
yokei ni moeru rashii yo
seems like I'm burned excessively
imada furi- no motokano
My ex-girlfriend that is still free
no mae ore, bashitto sengen!!
I'll declare it clearly in front of her
[now i just love your friend!!]

...nee doushite? kimi dake otona de
... hey, why is it? only you as an adult
ore no ko-ru sake soutou kireteru
avoiding my calls and reasonably hanging up
majii yabee... en en to uppun yoigoshi
this is really bad... it takes as long as it pent up my feelings overnight
ano gendou = inosento
that speech and action = innocent
nani mo shinai yori shite koukai suru hou ga ii
rather than doing nothing, regretting is better
kitto mada mada saki dana
it is certainly still far ahead isn't it?
...teka, kimi to tsukiaenno? ...douda?
then, we can be lovers? how's it?

so what? baby, so what?
sou iu no? kimi wa mi amo-
will I ever say that? you are mi amor (my love)
ano kisu no koto sae mo senyori-ta baby, so what?
even the thing about that kiss too senyorita baby, so what?
douka baby, douka tobikoetekite yo
somehow baby, somehow come on, jump over here
anmoku no ru-ru wo
the unspoken rules
...kyou ha dono [so what?]
today, which [so what?]

Yoz!!!! My job is really tough...like 12 hr shift after 12 hr shift....

Ha! turns out that my shifu is a guy...quite cute lah....and he likes Jap music too!!!! Totally shocked when i heard that. When i told him i like Kinki Kids & Arashi, he laughed at me...what the.... >(

ok more abt my job next time...I'm rushing for lunch now. Today i'm working from 2pm to 1am. Wish me all the best! This time i'm definitely bringing a jacket to the studio....

Tried to make this into a blog skin but failed....

Hey hey HEY~! HAPPY bIrThDaY to Ogata Ryuichi!!!

Today's is his 19th birthday. He's wacky, loves to make pple laugh, craves attention and is a good rapper and dancer. His hair texture is just sublime!!!!!!! (whoa) He also has a nice bod, fleshy hands, stubby fingers, prominent 'hu3 ya2'...oh sorry....out of point.

Ryuichi is serious when it comes to work and he has initiative (sometimes too active but nvm). He's yasashii, chatty, approachable (how would i know this rite?) and is very in touch with his feelings...A great friend u can count on and someone u will feel safe with cos he will protect the ones he loves.

Ryuichi ga suki!!! *chu* ;D

Even though i'd finally landed the job that i'd wanted, i can't help but worry! Arrgghhhh Like, what am i getting myself into?!!! 12 hr days, days starting at 7am (hey that's worse than sch!), may get scolded by the director/cast, have to sign a contract for 5 mths.....ok call me commitment-phobic but anyway...

I straightened my thoughts in the toilet last night. Just yong2 gan3 de mian4 dui4 the job and absorb as much experience as possible. After all, it certainly brings me one step closer to my dream.

w-inds, Lead and Narimiya shall be my pillar of strength for the next 5 1/2 mths. After all they've started working their asses off since the ages of 14~17. Compared to them, i'm already considered late in starting my career. sou janai no?

Yosha! Come monday, there'll be no time for worrying cos it's time to open my eyes, my ears, my mouth (to ask qns lah, not to drool), my nose, my pores even....

Most importantly to keep an open heart and an open mind and embrace the exprience. Nian2 qing1 jiu4 shi4 ben3 qian2, deshou? But maybe i won't clean my ears that well cos i don't want to hear the director lecturing me too clearly...

Yes pple....the last party where i'm going to be free (haha sounds like i'm going for my hen party rite? ;P) will be the Christmas party at Shuang Han's house on saturday...

So let's PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shuai ge pic of the day:


Nishikido Ryo of NEWS

I noe mc & stella r going to kill me for saying this but i tink ryo looks shuai here...
(i usually can't stand him but i'll make an exception this once ;P)

And he looks good here too:

On mon, i dreamt that i was getting married. Like, it was the eve of my wedding and i was experiencing pre-marital jitters. I was frantically consulting my best frens and my sister (i tink) cos i was unsure whether i was doing the right thing...I remember thinking, "if i go ahead tml, i would have to face that guy for the next 50 years....oh my god...."

Gosh...it never occurred to me that marriage could be scary

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Hmmmm.....suddenly feeling sick of interpersonal relationships...arrghh..watashi wa nani mo shiranai baka kodomo dake...as in, after watching Sudden Storm, i felt that shows are good coz of the human dynamics in them. And me, who is so blur abt realtionships with pple...would i actually be able to do sth to move pple? That's wat i hope to do....make sth that will actually move pple to come up to me and tell me how much they enjoyed my show....ii fantasy desu ne~

Ok let me talk a bit abt prom.
It was ok...the food was average...the host was ok....the intended dance party was a disaster. Like, only my class was on the dance floor lor....and the WHOLE organising committee of Yr1s were dancing while the Yr 2s were leaving the ballroom...oh well....

We wanted to go clubing initially but we din want to pay the $14 entry fee to coco latte so we ended up walking along the (dangerous) S'pore river.

Scary moment 1:
This bunch of ang mohs who saw us were like "Hey ladies." One of them went, "My name is John" and tried to chat us up. (Wat the....?!) As we walked past, another guy went "His favourite colour is XXX.(<---couldn't really hear what he said)" I din dare to look at them, but wei wei and shuang han said they didn't look good.

Scary moment 2:
Apparently this drunk leaned onto hui ling (!!!!!). She went "wah lao!" and he also replied "wah lao!". He tried to pull her (Wat the....?!) but luckily wei wei pulled her back. Then her tried to trip her but wei wei and hui ling quickly walked off.

On mon i watched Chocolat at shuang han's hse.....Johnny Depp is damn shuai. That's all i rmb frm the show. Haha no lah....well...the chocs in the show looked good, too ;P Shuang han liked the part where Johnny Depp was playing the guitar becoz of the music. I liked that part cos of his hair. haha...he kinda reminded me of Ananda & Ryuichi with his hair tied back like that...

Now i shall leave u with L'arc~en~ciel's Hitomi no Juunin (this nice song found on Jan's blog)

Hitomi no juunin (Dweller of my eyes)
by L'Arc-en-ciel

Kazoekirenai... demo sukoshi no saigetsu wa nagare
Ittai kimi no koto wo dore kurai wakatteru no ka na?
Yubisaki de chizu tadoru you ni wa umaku ikanai ne
Kizuiteiru yo fuansou na kao Kakushiteru kurai

Isogiashi no ashita e to teikou suru you ni
Kakemawatteite mo fushigi na kurai... kono mune wa kimi wo egaku yo
Miagereba kagayaki wa iroasezu afureteita
Donna toki mo terashiteru ano taiyou no you ni nareta nara

Mou sukoshi dake kimi no nioi ni... dakareteitai na
Soto no kuuki ni kubiwa wo hikare boku wa se wo muketa

Shiroku nijinda Tameiki ni shirasareru toki wo
Kurikaeshi nagara futo omou no sa... naze boku wa koko ni irun darou?

Soba ni ite zutto kimi no egao wo mitsumeteitai
Utsuriyuku shunkan wo sono hitomi ni sundeitai
Doko made mo odayaka na shikisai ni irodorareta
Hitotsu no fuukeiga no naka yorisou you ni toki wo tomete hoshii eien ni

Soba ni ite zutto kimi no egao wo mitsumeteitai
Utsuriyuku shunkan wo sono hitomi ni sundeitai
Itsu no hi ka azayaka na kisetsu e to tsuredasetara
Yuki no you ni sora ni saku hana no moto e... hana no moto e

Oh no Shuang han! I juz missed seeing you! I went to the chalet last evening but u had already left...oh well..see u on wed!

YAY!!!! Haha..had a good time yesterday at the 'class' chalet. Actually it's more of a jiaxuan's-family-chalet-combined-with-class-chalet...watever...haha Here are my memories of last night...

Hui Ling getting pissed off by F4...and the SHE and Ah bao (atashi desu) and Soda of the BBQ pit...plus Serene and her sitting arrangements for prom =P

Haha were u all shocked by my hair? hee v happy that Wei Wei said i look like a jap now...yes i'm getting ready for my future role a ryuichi/shinya/nariki/kusano/XXX/yyy/zzz's wife...hahaha..

Ming Yong fainting on the bed in the girls' room (according to Isaac)...

haha so how's this for a comeback entry? Hey your names are on my blog ok....if this can't please u guys i dunno what else can ;P

Oh ya.. i was actually attracted to jx's bossy cousin (the one who drove us to the mrt. i can hear hui ling screaming already)...oh well....at least he likes Celine Dion's Power of Love too... haha hoho