Friday, January 28, 2005

*narrowed eyes* Guess what? this time, i'm working for 11 days straight - from last sunday to next wed. (but i also have to work next fri then i have the whole CNY week off *YES!*) What the shit....

5 days down, 6 to go..Yes..this is how i spend my days..counting down to my next off day... I hate to spend my days like this. It feels exactly like how i spent my sch days: wasting my time counting down to the next time i would count down...Every day, after sch, i'll rush home after sch and try to stay out of any activities. Then at the end of the day i leave NJ cold and empty and detached from it...arrrgghh...

How do you talk to men older than you &/ with kids? I dunno...i mean, i do want to make friends there but everyone is so out of my age group!!! Like, huh??????

As of yesterday, I've spent one month and one week at my job. But i'm already so sian diao of it...I feel like quitting but i can't cos gotta pay them compensation......fuck fuck fuck..4 mths and 3 weeks more leh..Every day call pple to tell them their time, take clothes, help with props...really doing like odd jobs lor... KNS...

Japan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Will i live to make it to june? Will i be able to go japan?? It seems like a faraway dream.....

Oh yeah for this show, i'll be going on a cruise to do filming. 3 days 2 nights with them...dunno whether it's good or bad. It'll either make or break my relations with my colleagues...

My next off day is next thurs. 03S13 gals, wanna meet up for lunch on that day??

I miss everyone: my sis, my mum, Kimshi gals, 03S13 gals, my bed, my nan2 ren2....

Pic of the day:
Gokusen vcd!!! Pls come soon!!!!!
Heh heh...i'm planning to watch it on my off days..

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

Wow...it's been one week since i'd last posted.

This week i'm working from mon to sun...juz hope that next mon i dun need to work.....if not i'll probably get a heart attack.

Ah...i wanna write my fanfic but i dun seem to have the time to do it...grrr......now my feelings for the fic is fading fast...grrr...

1 day down, 6 days to go.

Pic of the day:
Haha......farnie pic of w-inds.
What i wanna do right now:
(sleep, not sleep with him - there is a difference ok! ;P)

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Pic of the day:
Ryuichi's smile is so cute! (i tink he looks the cutest out of the 3 ;P)
Yay i'm having a break from work rite now..starting from ytd until next thurs...Downloaded a lot of Flame songs now so v happy..haha..

(hope when i start work again , it won't be 14 days straight of filming..though i've heard that it's possible XP)

Jan:
I like Hirai Ken's Nostalgia, Hitomi wo tojite & Sentimental from his Sentimentalovers. Esp Nostalgia!! Can u send me L'arc-en-ciel's Hitomi no juunin over MSN or sth??? Tell me when u're online k...and also Exile's Arigatou!!!

Nostalgia
by Hirai Ken

mata sukoshi yaseta senaka wo mite ita
au tabi anata wa yasashii kao ni natte iku

hiza ni shigamitsuki nakijakutte ita
saigo ni anata ni shikarareta no wa itsu darou...

kumotta mado ni egaita hitosashiyubi no yume
nazotte mitemo ima wa mou nijinde kiete yuku
yuge no mukou de
anata no furuboketa hanauta ga sotto hibiiteru

La La La La

tadashikunakutemo yasashikunakutemo
arinomama naraba ai ni yukeru hazu na noni

surimuita kizu itami wo fukitobashite kureta
anata no yubi wa itsu kara ka mahou wo ushinatta
soretomo boku no kokoro ga sono jumon
shinjinaku natte shimatta no?

La La La La

fuyu kumori shasou ni utsuru boku wa
anata no matsu ano hi no boku ni niteru darou ka

La La La La

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

It's back to work tml for me.... sorry 03S13 gals...i can't meet up this wk...i'll be working from tml to sunday. See u all next wk lah~
Pic of the day:
Imagine Ryuichi looking like this at me..*smiles stupidly*

Now here's w-inds. with Infinity <---damn nice song to dance to!!! love da beat~! and the rap!!!
INFINITY
by w-inds.
dan dan kuria ni naru
risou to genjitsu to no gyappu
itsuka benkai dake umakunatta
itsumo gaitou ni wa yuuwaku
hoshimono de afureteru
sore wa sanzan yume wo hagurakasu
"tatta hitotsu" no yume kara nigete
nagasareteta zattou tobidasu
ashita sae wakarazu akirame souni naru kedo
yume wa mada katachi mo kanousei mo INFINITY
akogareno sono saki wa mabushikute gewashii kedo
hashirazuni fumishimete ikitai ...kyou no ippo wo
kanzen na ai motome
soshite nakushita junjou
boku wa bouzen to tohou ni kureta
kimi ga danzen suki dare yori
demo omoide ni waraware
itsumo heizen sa wo yosootteru
"tatta hitori" no tame shiranu ma ni
kizukiageta genkai keteku
kizuita sono bun dake okubyou ni naru kedo
ai wa sou katachi mo kazu mo imi mo INFINITY
yorokobi to onaji kazu no kanashimi wakatsu kedo
kimi to nara tadori tsuitemitai ...koiyori saki ni
souzou koeru souzou kyou mo moteru MODE 1 2 3 DIMENSION
i jigen no EVENT kiken to shiri nagara mo
BOUNCIN' yureru kokoro chou kou soku
hontou no koto iitai kyou koso
houkou wo miushinai BLINDED
yume no naka de FLY DANCING
omoiegaku shinario kore ga sou sa-chi raito terashidasu ima ijou
yozou dekinu mirai wo tsukamu tame (WE'RE) dekiru koto tada utau dake
W-I.N.D.S (IT'S A GAME) hibike (WHAT!?)
ashita sae wakarazu akirame souni naru kedo
yume wa mada katachi mo kanousei mo INFINITY
akogareno sono saki wa mabushikute gewashii kedo
hashirazuni fumishimete ikitai ...kyou no ippo wo
kizuita sono bun dake okubyou ni naru kedo
ai wa sou katachi mo kazu mo imi mo INFINITY
yorokobi to onaji kazu no kanashimi wakatsu kedo
kimi to nara tadori tsuitemitai ...koi yori saki ni