Sunday, August 28, 2005

Me? Haiz...what's there to talk about nowadays? Sch i suppose. School...well, it sucks. I can't stand the arrogant way most film pple (students/buffs/reviewers) speak. Sometimes i think i sound as arrogant as them. I don't ever want to be like them cos they sound really irritating...really know-it-all-ish...Ugh

I think i should probably have a travel blog for my recent hokkaido trip. Haiyah no time to blog on it now...later folks, later...Oh! Maybe i'll bring my tokyo trip photos to show you 03S13 babes on Sat! hee..

My teachers and classmates are really nice & i'm glad...My classmates are nice but there's no like connection yet. Hey by connection i don't mean romantic connection ok! (this is esp to hui ling and wei wei and s-han and mc!) I mean like, there aren't any pple of the same wavelength lah...hmm...except maybe this girl called Jasmine who's as lame if not lamer than i am. Haha!

Crush..got lah...i tink u guys must be eager to hear this rite? (haha and other such related nonsense from my mouth or, erm, fingers) My OG mate lor..then one classmate lor... but now i dun like the OG mate liao..My classmate..hmmm.... see how...

My lessons have been interesting so far. Very much hands-on. I'm taking 6 modules this semester: Foundation Drawing, 2D Design & Colour, 3D Design and Volume, 4D Design & Time, plus Literature & Western Art History (which sucks!). I like the hands on stuff but i hate the academic subjects (lit & WAH)...

Interesting stuff i've done so far..4D - telling a story through pictures (like creating a storyboard). I like my story. My fren said it's very jap drama ie very DRAMA. It's set in the future, where the govt is carrying out experiments on the possibility of humans flying. The thing is, the memory part of ur brain will be modified to enable you to fly and so, anyone who undergoes the experiment will effectively get his memories wiped out. (Oh yeah MANY THANKS to Stella for being my willing (?!) actress in this project. And THANKS to MC for helping me take some of the photos.) So my main character A undergoes the experiment. Everything seems normal but sahe always feels like something is missing, something is wrong. Oh yeah, the subjects of the experiments live in a separate world from ours. So everyone wakes up thinking that human flight is natural. Anyways then A gets a roommate one day, B. A feels deja vu the moment she meets B but she doesn't know why. Den one day, while rummaging her roomie's shelves for food, she comes across a photo album that contains her picture in it. It was then that she remembers everything - she & B were once best friends. But they broke off when A stole B's boyfriend. Later on, A was dumped by the guy and nearly committed suicide. But then she saw notices appealing for experiment subjects & promising memory erasure, she decided to go for the experiment (she doesn't really want to die). So off she goes to find B and apologise to B. But the more she tries to hold on to her memories, the weaker she gets. When she manages to shout 'I'm sorry", she plummets towards the ground. Only when B says "I forgive you" does she suddenly recover and soars up again. B says what she said out of instinct and then she too recovers her memories. Actually, B went for the experiment as well....to find A cos she has already forgiven her and wants her frenship again. Then we find out that it is happiness that makes pple soar higher, not ignorance/running away from the past.

Make sense? Ok i know it doesn't but pls juz nod.

Other interesting stuff - figure drawing...Drawing nudes ;P Luckily the models are women so far. Maybe next week will be men. Ugh. (I'm so shy...) But seriously, drawing is really interesting..... So many techniques to use/ways to interpret the image inf ront of you/shading & tones..damn cool!

I'm staying in Hall (i tink) but i keep going home. Oh well. Home is where the heart is mah. haha.

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I'm in a HYDE craze now =D He looks good with shoulder length hair!

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

This song is really cool...The music is good~ Gackt's voice is really like, wow..

Sekirei ~seki-Ray~
by Gackt

Kaze no koe wo kiita
Yume no tsuzuki wo shiritakute
Daremo oshiete wa kurenai
Mune ga akaku somatta...
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I heard the voice of the wind
Wanting to know the rest of the dream
No one would tell me
My chest is dyed red...

Kimi dake ni wa wakatte ite hoshii
Kaeranakereba ikenai koto wo...
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I want you at least to understand
That I must go back...

Kono doko mademo tsuzuku shiroi daichi wa tooku
Mou harisakebu koe wa dare ni mo todokanai
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This land where the whiteness stretches out forever is far
My already hoarse voice doesn't reach anyone

Kono karada no itami wo kakusu you ni
Sora kara no yasashisa ni dakare...
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As if to hide this body's pain
Embraced by the tenderness from the sky...

Sono hitomi ni utsuru tsuki wa kirei de
Tatoe yoru ga owaranakutemo
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The moon reflected in those eyes is beautiful
Even if the night never ends

Kono doko mademo tsuzuku shiroi daichi wa tooku
Mou harisakebu koe wa dare ni mo todokanai
Kono doko mademo tsuzuku shiroi daichi ni fukaku
Mata ochite yuku boku wa dare ni mo iyasenai
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This land where the whiteness stretches out forever is far
My already hoarse voice doesn't reach anyone
This deep land where the whiteness stretches out forever
I fall again, no one can heal me

Sono chiisana karada wo tsutsumu you ni
Seikrei no yasashisa ni dakare...
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As if to enfold that small body
Embraced by the tenderness of the wagtail...

Sora kara no yasashisa to tomo ni nemutte
Daichi no nukumori ni dakare...
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Sleeping with the tenderness from the sky
Embraced by the warmth of the earth...
Why can't i have Gackt????? Right now my only ambition is just to marry him and be his tai tai. Jia4 le suan4 le. Why work so hard at uni? Arrrggghhh....

Sux lor...i'm like the most rotten at drawing. I enjoy only 4D design so far cpos it doesn't require drawing. 3D, 2D, foundation drawing...i suck at all these 3 lessons. Literature - headache. Western Art History - *horror* Yet compared to some pple, i'm already considered lucky cos i get to do the course i like. Or did i? I dunno...right now i'm so caugyht up with adapting to uni and uni life and getting into the learning mode again...i dunno...i feel like i have lost my passion for film. The last good film i'd watched was....i forgotten wat it was. Memento, probably and it's already been 4 yrs since i watched that.

Right now i can't get Gackt's songs out of my head. Not that i really like his songs right now...but i guess they are a kind of escapism for me. Immersing myself in his songs...distracting myself from my troubles...

University education is so independent. Arrgghh. I feel that the lit teachers were going too fast.. i don't feel like i have thoroughly assessed the short stories that they gave us lor. Arrgghh...Better hook up with the lit geniuses in my class soon.

Haiz...i really regret going to hostel..being away from familiar places suck. Plus i'd juz came back from hokkaido last last sun. I really miss my house & my family....and i miss being on holiday!!! i wanna go back to hokkaido!! I wanna feel like i'm still having a holiday. But reality is cruel. Shit.

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How Gackt would look as a student of SADM. Him helping me with my film project..harhar.