Thursday, June 30, 2005












The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.








Your Japanese Name Is...









Yoshida Hide





Haha...so my jap name is 'HYDE' huh???

Yoz pple! Juz came back frm tokyo last night...too lazy/tired to type out the whole experience here...maybe i'll get to it tml...Goodnitez

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

YAY!!!!!!!!! Finally out of Mediacorp!! Whew. Seems like they will be putting my pay into my GIRO account so i dun need to go back to collect the cheque. Plus, i dun need to return the security pass cos i already did on Sunday. Haiz..but i will miss that cute Make Up artist (who looks like Issa frm Da Pump) aka Pink Man.

Finally going to Japan at last...shit. Kinda worried cos forgot a lot of my jap liaoz..

Timeline for the rest of the hols

June

20th
Declaration form & Tuition form to reach NTU
Go for medical Checkup with Stella & Ming Choo


22th - 28th
Tokyo Trip with my sis & Stella & MC

July
3rd
JYE Full dress rehearsal

8th
GIRO form to reach NTU
Result of Hostel application is out

15th
Deadline for acceptance of Hostel offer
Hokkaido homestay (JYE) starts

20th - 22th
NTU Online Matriculation
(how many fucking times do u need us to tell u we wan the place in ur sch?)

31st
Return to Singapore from Hokkaido

August
1st

School starts!
Start selecting Electives &/ Minor

2nd - 4th
Collect Matriculation Card from Office of Academic Services

5th
Deadline for selecting Electives &/ Minor

Monday, June 13, 2005

URESHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahahahahaz.... I juz got the email for the Asahikawa homestay! So exciting!!!!!!!! Hee...i'm paired wif this girl called Tammie. She seems pretty nice so YAY! Oh and the family we're posted to has 3 kids: one daughter who's 20 & 2 sons: one 18, one 15. YAY~~ Got kids..very gd!!! But it's only for 3 days lah... *Hopes for Sapporo homestay family's information to come soon*

Jan, Jie jie: Go check ur emails NOW!!!!!!
Oh yah, and check out the Orientation Camp photos too... hehz

Yay i bot this nice pic of winds today! haha..the 3 of them were dressed in white and the backgrd behind them was all white. Their skin looks so smooth (there muz be like gazillion light bulbs in front of their faces!)..they look so nen4...and Ryuichi had on this zip up long-sleeved jacket that partially exposed his left shoulder...makes me feel like yanking the whole thing open.

Harhar.

My current wallpaper:

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Laughing Ryuichi
(His hair is like Tsuyoshi's & his clothes like Sho's! o_O)

Saturday, June 11, 2005

I had a dream...

A weird one. I dreamt that i was pregnant! And i was kinda like a bad mummy cos i didn't talk to my baby the way pregnant mums would talk to their unborn babies. I sort of didn't care about my baby. Until one day i could feel the baby kicking against my stomach. And it was so real. Can feel 2 tiny feet kicking underneath my skin! So cool. Miracle of life.... In my dream i was living with Kimshi. (dun ask me why)

Anyways, in my dream, i tot that i had aborted my baby! And someone said, "Be prepared. The baby will go all out to preserve its life." Thoughts of feeling the baby struggling inside me made me scared. And sick. Then i woke up (in my dream) and found that my baby was still there. I was so relieved. Then i woke up.

Monday, June 06, 2005

Music at the mo': Ageha by w-inds (it's the song playing on my blog now =D)

Damn nice this song...Dunno why but i've been touched by this wave of sadness. I went to pass the t-shirt design for the Hokkaido trip to David, my logistics head, juz now. Walked past his block. Jason's block. It gave me the chills, knowing how near we live to each other.

Japan Youth Exchange ~Hokkaido Special~ Orientation Camp
The Orientation Camp/chalet was held last sat & sun. At first i tot Jason wasn't going cos i didn't see him around. Was kinda disappointed. But then he turned up! Hee. And he wore his sunglasses on his head, like he swept his hair up with it. Definitely different from the usual short/nerdy or spiky do of most Singaporean guys. Yet others would claim that his hair is style-less. (Juz long & messy) Harhar. Watever. Take ur pick. But his hair suits his crazy personality. He's very cute lah...said a lot of funny stuff.

1) We were deciding whether to make a trip to Hakodate while in Sapporo. When someone mentioned that another option was to get the hosts to bring us there, Jason showed us a way of getting our message across: by telling them 'Hakodate ga daisuki desu' (i love Hakodate a lot) complete with palms held together like in a prayer ala jap girls acting cute. ^-^

2) After the meeting (late at night), Jason said he gotta go. As our chalet was near Changi village, where the the 'ah guais' roam the streets soliciting their services, my sis asked him, "ni qu zao ah guai ah? (you going to find the transvestites?)"

Jason's ans was, "bu shi. Wo yao qu kai gong le. (no, i'm going to work)" <---hahahaha how funny is that??!!

3) He did this cute pointing thing at me. When my group had to decide who should record our homestay experience in the (BEAUTIFUL) book given by the trip recording (ANGELS) pple:my sis & jan. Not that i minded writing anywayz..Oh no, he pointed to me. Probably becoz i look bookish or sth. Shit. =(

4) Halfway through the discussion he left the room. When he came back, i noticed he was in another shirt. So i told him. "ni huan yi le. (you changed ur clothes)"

Then the woman beside me, Christina (affectionately known is Chris mama) said to me, "Eh? Ni yu you zhu yi? (Eh? How come u noticed?)"

I struggled to reply sth but then she asked Jason, "What's that pic on ur shirt." And i quickly said, "Rhinoceros...with goggles." <---i'm not kidding, this is really the pic on his shirt! Then jan commented that his shirt looked kinda girlish. Yeah, it did look like a woman's tee.

To which he explained, "This shirt was given by my girlfriend." Oh-kay....

So i was like, "fu you ai xin de shirt (a shirt full of love)" And he twitched his eyebrows. Hahaha!

5) He gave my sis, jan & me a lift in his car to the mrt station after the chalet. And while i was sitting in the backseat, i was tinking like, did jason & his gf ever do it here..?? Ugh. Trash that tot.

Oh yeah he's in the Indian dance section of the performance - like me! (So is my sis and like 2 other girls lah) I was kinda shocked cos i tot he'll sign up for sth slack like those pple who control the music or sth...but he's in my group! Yay~~

Yeah. Anywayz i hope next time my boyfriend will be like jason. Funny, friendly, confident, crazy and nice. Haiz. For now...juz treat him as an older brother (kor kor) lor. Yeah.

My sis said i act weird around him. Like, i say absolutely the weirdest things and laugh to myself.

Like, juz b4 we left the chalet, when everyone was waiting to take a group photo, Jason asked me, "Nani o shiteiru no? (what are you doing now?)"

Since we were standing around, doing nothing, i told him exactly that. "Nani mo nai. (absolutely nothing)." After i said those words i was like, "*##$^%^*%^%$&*^%!!!!!" inside. Like, how to haf a conversation like that?!!

I can't help it! I'm always saying stuff that kills a conversation with my crushes. That's how i scare them off. Highly effective method, if i do say so myself.

ANYWAY - I crush this guy & u're telling me to act normal??!! At least i'm not hyperventilating in front of him or breaking out in cold sweat. But maybe it's cos jan & my sis are ard. PLEASE, Baofei, pls talk normally to him next time!!!

I found out that he lives pretty near me.

Thank goodness i haf my sis & jan with me. If not i'd have been really bored during the chalet. And scared. I like most pple...but some of them are like 'eeky'.

Arrgh i find that i'm not firm enough. And i can't talk in front of a crowd. Shit. I was pretty shitty as a game master. And during the t-shirt design discussion. Muz learn. Muz learn.

Work Grumbles
This week i'm working on wed & thurs. Wed i'm under this AP that i dun like and the hours are from 8am to 11.30pm!!!!! Can u believe that??!!!!! It's nuts, man!!!! Luckily thurs i'm working from 8.30pm onwards.

Independence Day
Watched independence Day juz now. It's really good. The sci fi parts. A little on the human parts. I love the lines. They're really good. And the president was really convincing when he made that "fight for our right to live!" speech, unlike Mr Orlando Bloom in Kingdom of Heaven. Seriously, his motivational speech in that show was a laugh. Or a snooze.

Anyway, back to independence day. I like the script, it's very tightly-paced, no bullshit or boring bits. But there were some loopholes. Like, how did will smith figure out where to find his girlfriend??! Like, huh? He juz took off in that helicopter and found her?? huh??

The president looked like Michael Douglas but i found out he's another guy called Bill Pullman. Oops.

Don't phunk with my heart
I like 'Don't phunk with my heart' by Black eyed peas. I like that indian-influnced "xxxx don't phunk with my heart". Haha very cute! And Fergie looks really hot in that red number!

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

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Your inner soul is content with the way it is. In
general you are a very sweet, caring person!
You love to kick back and hang out with your
friends, but you also enjoy time by yourself to
read a book and catch up on your studies. You
love the wildlife and you can always seem to
make the day better. Your lover is the luckiest
man in the world because people like you are
rare to come across. You love life but always
still have your head in reality.

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Read my posts from last yr...gosh..did i always sound so happy? Not that it's bad but.. compared to what i'm feeling noe..zenzen chigau yo ne (it's totally different).. Haiz..muz be the days of slacking at home getting to me. Can't wait for tml's movie outing. Finally i'm getting some exercise done!